Fell off the diet wagon

Hey, Girlfriends,
I fell off my diet wagon, a long, hard fall. It started when I started HCG drops. Maybe the injections are better. The drops just made me feel hungry, like I was pregnant and eating for two, I mean voraciously hungry. Ravenously hungry. But the drops were a gift from my daughter, so I finished them all, thinking it would get better. Nope. My carb addiction is back.

My next attempt is to vounteer for medical studies on obesity. I have applied to Quintiles in Kansas City, MO, for a weight reduction study. We'll see if they accept me. I auditioned for The Biggest Loser on TV, but haven't heard anything from them.

I need help! I can't seem to stay on anything longer than 3 months at a time, and this body is going to take more than 3 months to get slim. Dang! Then of course, there's the depression cycle when nothing matters any more (probably my brain's limbic system sabotaging myself).